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    masochistlover  34, Female, Georgia, USA - 5 entries
08
May 2009
6:02 AM EDT
   

Well, I've always told myself I wouldn't give up my friends over a guy, but there is a line, you know. Being a masochist does not mean that I enjoy emotional pain as well as physical. I should not have to watch my best friend hang all over the one guy i truly care about, even if I do refuse to take him back.

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    Mallarie13  34, Female, Canada - 7 entries
08
May 2009
3:14 PM EDT
   

Ahhhhhh!!!

I clicked the add over their---->

well like I was saying today was a good day�

and� things are getting better

and I have to go to get a mother's day present too

... I'm so glad I'm starting to feel better

but grading does make me nervous

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    HoldingOnByFaith2008  35, Female, Louisiana, USA - 2 entries
08
May 2009
10:27 AM EDT
   

Ok, this is my first post. I have been meaning to sit down and write for a while. but i havnt had time.. Im so wrapped up with school and work and changing jobs and trying to get my schedule set that its not even funny. I am completely stressed about finals. especially my college algebra final. I am usually really good with math. my last test that i took i made a 41/100. I went over the problems for about 2 hours. For the past couple of days...well actually for the past week and a half, i havnt been able to concentrate. It sucks and i hate the feeling of not being able to concentrate on things i need to get done... I just changed jobs and i am completely loving my new job. It is so much better than where i was working. I hated that place so much. this is a relaxed atmosphere and it a LOT less stressful. It has something to do with my major also. I am just glad this job came along. because i was seriously thinking of just walking out of my old job. with out a 2 week notice or anything.. Life sucks. but i gotta deal with it because no one else can deal with my problems for me. its life, and lifes problems arent going to go away no matter how hard i try to make them go away...
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    Lolastar18  35, Female, United Kingdom - 28 entries
07
May 2009
7:33 AM EDT
   

NOOOOOOOOO! Never Never Never it cant happen

Okay, the hole dealio is, My best friend in the whole entire world Has told me something i CANNOT�beleive, i cried my green eyes out, they didnt twinkle with happiness. The reason is She is moving back to her Home town in1-2 Years, I know a year or two is a long time, but she is hardly allowed to visit me. Im A Little happy, not in a bad way its just that thats a long time to think, organise things, hey they might change their minds, she wil be plenty old enough to take care of heself, and i feel she will forget i exist, i will just me a stikie on the wall that will eventually collect dust and fall apart. thats what im afraid of.

Any Suggestions to whisk her away ?!! (not like that!)

Lolastar18

xx

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    brokentearsRcryd92  37, Female, Ohio, USA - 21 entries
07
May 2009
6:26 AM EST
   

I saw you in a dream KL © Copyright 2009

I layed there,

holding my head,

as thought of my child,

danced through my head.

I opened my eyes in my dream world,

and saw you today.

God says,

things will happen Opoun my doing.

So now I am sitting here, dreaming of you,

running to me,

yelling,

mommy, mommy!

I saw you in a dream,

you and my beautiful christopher anthoney.

Now i have dreams of you my child,

my hearts now two,

and life grows inside.

Dear child o' mine,

do not worry, for mommy is here,

Tristain cole,

heather daniel,

which one you'll,

only time can tell.

I love you honey.

Good night.

Now mommy will hold you tight.

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    jmckeone  64, Male, Virginia, USA - 546 entries
07
May 2009
5:19 AM EDT
   

Power 90 - day 27

Think the south beach is kicking in.� Weight 210.8 this morning.

Some shoulder pain in right side so taking it easy on sweat days.

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    eric  57, Male, Ohio, USA - 7 entries
07
May 2009
4:46 PM EDT
   

life is what i make of it i think i need to concentrate more on others and less on worrying about my job. my job is secure and even if that changed i have marketable skills
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    ajax88  37, Female, DC, Washington, USA - 23 entries
07
May 2009
12:43 PM CST
   

Arezou

Sitting atop my mind
On a throne of �black,
In nothing but a black cloak
As if mocking that which I lack

Through paleness and stature
Daring eyes and smirking lips,
Coming down for my rapture

With pull greater than any other force
Unwavering and mesmerizing power
Knowing that from him, I myself cannot divorce

More spirit than man in other worlds
Resides in my deepest spaces
Knowing my darkest and well kept secrets
Whispers with wisdom and knowing
�" It is I who has come,
" To conquer the conqueror".




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    loveKL92  33, Female, Ohio, USA - 18 entries
07
May 2009
9:59 AM EDT
   

As i cry KL � copyright 2009

As i cry,

the diamonds fall from the sky,

as i cry,

the willow's weep,

as i cry,

i fall to my feet,

i cry,

because you no longer need me.

As I cry,

you walk away,

as i cry,

the pain begins to dance my days away.

As I cry,

no one stops to see,

the heart,

that's been torn right up,

and out of me.

As I cry,

daddy,

you're little girl is scarred,

as i cry,

mommy,

you're little girl wishes,

that you were there.

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    brokentearsRcryd92  37, Female, Ohio, USA - 21 entries
06
May 2009
6:37 AM EST
   

It rained today by.KL � copyright 2009

I was waiting,

by the phone,

today,

waiting by to hear your voice.

the phone did ring,

now i have no choice,

because she said,

"He did last night, just like you said, by 3:03 am,

he was dead."

Now I'll hold tight to,

the memories,

that you will no longer be here to make with me.

I got up today,

dressed in what I wore yesterday.

Tears pooring down my face.

I opened the blinded today,

and did not see the blue sky,

only gray.

I went to your house today,

and it felt so empty,

and it was o so painful.

I packed up,

what you left to me,

and went on my way.

asking God,"�Why today?"

We went and we burried you,

today.

And yes Grandpa Apple Jack Kunkle,

It rained today...

IN MEMEORY OF

JACK EARL KUNKLE

October 18,1937 - May 10, 2007

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